Tweak Twack Zack Part 2 Introduction

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 Now that you have a basic Understanding of the main events that had occurred my settings during my path of addiction, I would like to break it down even further in order to help others understand what many LGBTQ addicts have gone through during their active addiction, and to give others that have gone through some of the things that I have gone through that just isn’t spoken about out loud due to shame and embarrassment. Let me hold those feelings for you as I share a more of my story with you all.

   In this part of the Tweak Twack Zack I am going to talk about many other things that happened during my misadventures including but not limited to:

  1. The never fulfilled need for community that I had early on in my story.

  2. The real life effects of overdoses and loss.

  3. The apps like Grindr and websites like BBRT’s influence that lead me to start and continue using drugs and living a risky sex life.

  4. What it was like to host a PnP sex party.

  5. The process I went through to become a drug dealer.

  6. And so… SO much more about the Zoomerverse like the different rooms, the diverse and divisive zoomer population, and the many ins and outs of the behind the scenes.


This is just a very few of the many topics that I will be talking about her in Tweak Twack Zack Part 2.

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