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Part One: Early Addiction (Orlando, Florida. 2017-2018)

1. Introduction

2. So It Begins

3. Sebring Boy

4. HIV

5. Losing Car

6. Ex-Marine Roommate

7. Introduction to RingCentral

8. Becoming Homeless

9. Southern Nights

10.Work

Part Two: Destination UNKNOWN (Orlando/Fort Lauderdale, Florida. 2018-2020)

11. Chalupa

12. KFC

13. JD

14. King XXL

15. Rock Bottom

16. The Butterfly Garden

17.Broward House

Part Three: Destination STILL UNKNOWN (Fort Lauderdale, Florida/Philadelphia, Pennsylvania. 2020)

18. The 3 Brothers & Storage Wars

19. Mary

20. JD Round Two

21. US 1 and Sunrise

22. BJ

23. MGM

24. JD Round Three and A Deaf Elephant

25. Philly Streets

Part Four: New York, NY (New York City. 2020-2223)

26. The Zoomerverse

27. ELITE & The Prime Cult

28. Homeless in NYC

29. More Zoom and Discord

30. The Litty Committee

31. HASA Apartment

32. Mental Health & Recovery

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